Clueless

Staring at multiple web pages and yet i'm clueless on what should i do..it gets tiring at times feeling really empty..frustrations tend to occur real quickly..but no matter what happens..it always has to be my fault..my mistake for not caring? Giving someone their own space is important. I do admit that i use  d to be obsess with what has been going on..each time one of us changed..i will get really unhappy..but yes..who i am before is not who i am now..i have my life as well..i have feelings and yes certainly i do have emotions..though i might seem like everything is still fine..i do feel like everything is falling apart most of the time..call me stuck up..call me cold...i tried my best..and i guess my best is not good enough...